Financial Accounting is killing me. The confusion is causing me so much stress I feel like breaking down and cry right here right now. Fuck it. UT later, I don't wanna take...

Please, I'm so tired.
Leave me alone.
I don't want to face those problems.

I'll be on my own.

Your every word and action still affects me. I can't move on when I know I can't bring myself to leave you yet.

Why is it everytime I see you, I would always cry?

You told me you miss me.
You told me you can't forget our memories even when you try not to think.

How did you think I felt all those times?

What now.

I don't want anything.

Don't hug me, I won't be able to walk away.
Don't hold my hands, I won't want to let it go.
& all our memories flooded back when you did that
i've tried so hard to forget you for the last 3 months
it's all gone to waste now
every single time you do this to me
i got to do it all over again

Mum has been sending me to school recently, because I can't wake up on time and am always late. By right, 9.15am class, I should be out of the house by 7.30am at the latest. But for the last 2 days, I am still at home at 8am. Probably still at the bus stop at 8.15am. So mum offered to send me to school since daddy sprained his ankle and can't play badminton. Love her much!(:

This morning, I opened my mini foundation and the cake all fell out. :( Sigh. It must have been that night at Spinelli when I just threw my bag on to the floor. I totally forgot my make up is in the bag! Asked mum to get a new one for me, she says she'll get it at DFS when she goes overseas. (: Love her again. Hehe!

Oh and yesterday, was having some random conversation with mummy on the way to school. I mentioned that I need more clothes since I'm not going to be washing my clothes everyday after my maid leaves. Casually said that we should go Thailand shopping, and she says, let's go in december during the christmas period. Damn steady! LOVE HER ALOTALOTALOT! :D

Last evening, went to woodlands library to do resume with Evon & Bern. After that, Sakae with Evon @ CWP. (: Had lots of fun with her. Craziness. Hahaha.

Update later, should be listening in class now. Tough tough tough. Bye.

Don't lie, don't lie to me...
"...cos you're my one & only now"
Why can't I forget all the things that you said?

I wanna cry now, not because I still have feelings for you.
But because, you lied to me.......
Don't tell me you never had someone else when you brought different girls home.

Hais.
Disappointed.

Can't be bothered with you anymore. :)

Seriously, fuck the resume. I don't want to go for IIP, can? I don't want my fucking diploma anymore. Fuck school.

I don't want anything anymore.
NOTHING at all.

Everytime I think of me really leaving you now, my heart feels the pull and I'd cry. But no, I won't turn back anymore.....

Benbenbenbenben [:

Thank you.

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Needs so much more rest. Went to find Ben in the afternoon today and he let me sleep. Went to Ion with Ben to find Bern, Rach, Germaine, Desmond, Evon, Andre & Lifen @ the foodcourt. Andre & Lifen didn't join us for Gelare. :( Sad. Well, still enjoyed myself with the rest. I'm always enjoying myself out with DHHMers. Fun bunch, I love, extremeee!

Spinelli after, some did RJ, fb, slack. I had a cake, and I love Evon's ceaser salad. It's nice, addictive. My first time eating it! Played the TITITITITITI game and had lots of fun just laughing.

Well, I'm tired. Really tired. Ben sent me back to Pasir Ris. :D

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I don't wanna hurt anyone.
Please don't love me if you know I don't.

YAY(: Waffles @ Gelare with my dearests later! Bye. (: